[Alyssa]

erstmal tut mir total leid, dass ich erst jetzt poste!*schaem* hab gestern aber endlich nen neuen teil geschrieben und jetzt abgetippt!

und noch um eure fragen zu beantworten:

machst du denn da den ganzen tag? gefällts dir dort? wie lange bleibst du noch? bis mai oder juni oder?

es gefaellt mir schon ziemlich gut... nur kann ich zur zeit wirklich nicht sonderlich viel machen... hier kommt man ohne auto so nirgends hin und im winter ists soo kalt, dass ich praktisch nur zu hause rumliege.*gg* aber ich hoff ich komm jetzt wieder etwas mehr raus, da es aufwaermt. naja, was ich halt so den ganzen tag mache ist erstmal zur schule gehen. und ich arbeite parttime in einem supermarkt. und jetzt hab ich springbrake und werd warscheinlich freunde meiner fam. besuchen fahren.
nach hause geh ich erst ende juli. also eigentlich geh ich anfang juli weg von hier und dann mit meiner familie fuer 3 weeks nach kalifornien!*freu*
@Belle: also zu spaet ists nie.. koenntest z.b. auch ein collegejahr machen! irgend ne moeglichkeit gaebs bestimmt.

und jetzt mal zum neuen teil:

Chapter 6:

Rory was sitting at home on her bed and was studying. But once again she had a hard time concentrating! Her weird feelings and emotions were kind of starting to freek her out pretty soon... Her mind kept wandering off to what had happened this morning in school. Did Tristan notice it too? She was being ridiculous! It was probably just her... but the feeling she had, when he looked into her eyes was just amazing! But it was wrong! so wrong!.. In an hour Dean would be here to pick her up. It was their 11 month anniversary and Dean wanted to take Rory out to a nice place. The probably were gonna grab something to eat... as usual. When Rory was honest, those anniversaries weren't even something special anymore! They've been together for 11 months now and celebrated it 10 times so far! It was just getting too ordinary! OK, their 6 month celebration was something special. Dean was being so sweet to her. Actually he always is being totally sweet and nice. But lately something was missing... Rory remembered how she had felt on that evening of their 6 month anniversary. She was happy and absolutely in love! But that was 5 months ago and she hasn't felt that way in a long time. She wasn't even looking forward to spend the evening with him today! Rory sighed. I better start getting ready, she thought.

An hour later Dean arrived at her house to pick her up.
"Hey" Dean said when Rory opened the door. "Wow, you look amazing Rory!"
"Thanks" Rory replied with a tired voice. Even his compliments were starting to become a routine...
When they arrived at the restaurant everything looked absolutely gorgeous! And Dean was acting in the most gentlemen-like way... as usual of course! He started talking about work, about school, about his family, about....
"Rory? Were you listening?" Rory suddenly heard him say.
"Uhm... sure! of course!" Rory answered quickly.
"Are you feeling allright? Did I do anything wrong?!"
"No you can't! You're already being so god damn perfect!" Rory yelled, louder than she wanted to. When she saw Dean's confused look, she realized what a bitch she was being!
"Look... I'm so sorry! I guess I'm just not feeling like myself today..." She didn't even have to lie about it. Something in her was just changing at the moment...
"Are you sure?" Dean said, while looking at her.
"Yeah.. it's just me! You're being... like you always are!" Rory forced a smile on her face.
"Look Dean, this was really nice, but I thing it would be for the best if you drop me off at home."
"Ok, if you really want me to!" Dean said.
"Yes, I do."

When Rory got home she felt totally guilty... Why did she have to get so mad at Dean!? He didn't do the slightest thing wrong! She was being incredibly bitchy to him today and couldn't even explain why...

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also wie immer hoff ich auf etwas FB!

der neue teil ist schon in arbeit. wird auch etwas laenger als dieser.