05.09.2008, 19:39
Ich weiÃ^^ ist noch nicht lange her, dass der andere teil gepsotet wurde, aber ich hatte gerade schreibfluss und poste jetzt einfach mal^^
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Chapter 11
This night Rory had troubles with sleeping.
At 3:56 a.m. she woke up. It was still dark and Jane was sleeping.
Rory headed to the bathroom and closed the door behind her as silent as possible. She had to think about something, something she slightly mentioned when she was talking with Lorelai on the phone.
But there was a huge problem. She was still working for the Campaign, she couldn’t leave now, but she didn’t want to wait until the Campaign was going to San Francisco. It would cost her too much essential time.
There must be something she could do. She knew there was an answer, she just had to find it.
Rory sat on the bathroom floor and deliberated about a solution for her problem, when it knocked on the door.
“Rory? It’s me, I need to come in, the toilette’s waiting for me!”
It was Jane, who obviously needed to use the toilette, Rory sighed and reluctantly stood up, she didn’t like being interrupted while deliberating.
After opening the door for Jane, she left the room and waited until Jane finished.
Jane came out and wanted to know, why Rory was in the bathroom at this time, and for so long.
“I need to think about something.”, was Rory’s short answer.
“You want to tell me?”, Jane, who was a very curious person, asked.
Rory thought for a moment. Should she tell Jane what she wanted to do? She decided that she owed her an explanation, Jane was her gum buddy and she left her alone with Harry at Tiny Tim. That wasn’t a gum buddy behaviour.
“Well, I have a problem, you know, you’ve heard what I said at Tiny Tim. And later, back at the Hotel, I realized that I love Logan very much. More than anyone I ever met. You know, there was Dean, he was a good guy, my first friend and everything was fine so far, then Jess came and I fell in love, we had a relationship with up’s and down’s and after all, we broke up.
Later, at Yale, I met Logan, who was completely different.”
Rory thought for one moment and continued: “No, he wasn’t, actually, he was the perfect one, cause’ he was Jess and Dean in one person. That’s why I fell for him and after his plea to marry me, he just left, because I wasn’t ready for a marriage and didn’t want all or nothing, but he wanted all or nothing, so I think I broke his heart.
And after that I had to prepare for the Campaign and had no time to think about it.
At Tiny Time, while kissing Harry, the pain I tried to ignore won against my ignorance and it came over me like a big wave.
I never wanted to end with Logan like this. Actually I never ever wanted to end this relationship. But he didn’t understand what I wanted for life, and left so urgent, that I had no possibility to explain.”
She waited a short moment and then said with full believe :”I need to talk to him. As soon as possible.”
Jane who followed Rory’s explanation looked confused.
“Now? How do you want to manage that? We are in Dallas, and you have to work.”
“I know, that’s the problem I need to solve, there must be a way to combine each.”
“Well I have no idea what our Campaign leader will think, but what’s wrong with asking him? We’re going to San Francisco anyway, maybe you could go and check out the situation there?”
Rory sighed, that would be perfect, but was her Campaign leader going to understand? She didn’t want to tell him the whole story, it was too private and he was no official gum buddy.
“Rory, let’s get some sleep. Tomorrow we think about it again, if you want, I’ll come with you, maybe we both can talk him into letting you go.”
Jane was right, the best thing was to sleep about it and tomorrow they could go and ask their Camapign leader. If she had luck, he would be a kind hearted man. She didn’t know him well, but he never seemed to be unfriendly. So Rory deeply hoped that the plan would be working, but she didn’t expect too much.
The next morning Rory woke up and tried to concentrate. What happened last night?
Suddenly the truth came over her and she was horrified.
She kissed Harry, and it was a good kiss, but then there was the feeling deep inside of her, the Logan feeling. This feeling rushed over her again and she had to stop herself from crying just to make no noise, so Jane was able to continue sleeping.
What had she done? To Logan, to Harry and most of all, to herself? It was a horrible feeling of shock and disbelieve.
She had to shiver, although it was pretty hot in Dallas.
Then four words were clearly formed inside her head.
I want Logan back.
She remembered her talk with Jane this night and now couldn’t wait for Jane to wake up.
“Jane”, Rory whispered. “Please, I want to talk to our Campaign leader as soon as possible.”
Jane made a weird noise and opened her left eye. The right one didn’t want to wake up yet.
She looked at Rory and sighed.
“What’s the time and what problem do you have? I need sleep Rory, I need plenty of sleep. Can’t you see, when I don’t get enough sleep, my eyes do what they want to do.”
She sat up and tried to open her right eye. Rory saw her effort, but nothing happened.
So Rory decided that there was no time left for Jane’s right eye. The left one had to be enough to find the way.
Jane protested “Does it really have to be right now, didn’t we want to talk about it again?”
“No, come on, let’s go. Now!”
Outside their room, Rory tried to remember where their Campaign leaders room was.
“Number 123, second floor”, Jane groaned.
The two girls headed to room number 123.
It took less than one minute to find it, and Rory knocked on the door.
Someone inside the room shouted “One second please…”
The door opened and the Campaign leader looked sleepy at the two girls.
He immediately realized that something had happened and asked:”What the hell is wrong with your eye Jane?”
Jane shook her head “It’s fine. Nothing happened , it just didn’t want to get up, actually it’s not my eye, it’s Rory.”
FB wie immer erwünscht
Chapter 11
This night Rory had troubles with sleeping.
At 3:56 a.m. she woke up. It was still dark and Jane was sleeping.
Rory headed to the bathroom and closed the door behind her as silent as possible. She had to think about something, something she slightly mentioned when she was talking with Lorelai on the phone.
But there was a huge problem. She was still working for the Campaign, she couldn’t leave now, but she didn’t want to wait until the Campaign was going to San Francisco. It would cost her too much essential time.
There must be something she could do. She knew there was an answer, she just had to find it.
Rory sat on the bathroom floor and deliberated about a solution for her problem, when it knocked on the door.
“Rory? It’s me, I need to come in, the toilette’s waiting for me!”
It was Jane, who obviously needed to use the toilette, Rory sighed and reluctantly stood up, she didn’t like being interrupted while deliberating.
After opening the door for Jane, she left the room and waited until Jane finished.
Jane came out and wanted to know, why Rory was in the bathroom at this time, and for so long.
“I need to think about something.”, was Rory’s short answer.
“You want to tell me?”, Jane, who was a very curious person, asked.
Rory thought for a moment. Should she tell Jane what she wanted to do? She decided that she owed her an explanation, Jane was her gum buddy and she left her alone with Harry at Tiny Tim. That wasn’t a gum buddy behaviour.
“Well, I have a problem, you know, you’ve heard what I said at Tiny Tim. And later, back at the Hotel, I realized that I love Logan very much. More than anyone I ever met. You know, there was Dean, he was a good guy, my first friend and everything was fine so far, then Jess came and I fell in love, we had a relationship with up’s and down’s and after all, we broke up.
Later, at Yale, I met Logan, who was completely different.”
Rory thought for one moment and continued: “No, he wasn’t, actually, he was the perfect one, cause’ he was Jess and Dean in one person. That’s why I fell for him and after his plea to marry me, he just left, because I wasn’t ready for a marriage and didn’t want all or nothing, but he wanted all or nothing, so I think I broke his heart.
And after that I had to prepare for the Campaign and had no time to think about it.
At Tiny Time, while kissing Harry, the pain I tried to ignore won against my ignorance and it came over me like a big wave.
I never wanted to end with Logan like this. Actually I never ever wanted to end this relationship. But he didn’t understand what I wanted for life, and left so urgent, that I had no possibility to explain.”
She waited a short moment and then said with full believe :”I need to talk to him. As soon as possible.”
Jane who followed Rory’s explanation looked confused.
“Now? How do you want to manage that? We are in Dallas, and you have to work.”
“I know, that’s the problem I need to solve, there must be a way to combine each.”
“Well I have no idea what our Campaign leader will think, but what’s wrong with asking him? We’re going to San Francisco anyway, maybe you could go and check out the situation there?”
Rory sighed, that would be perfect, but was her Campaign leader going to understand? She didn’t want to tell him the whole story, it was too private and he was no official gum buddy.
“Rory, let’s get some sleep. Tomorrow we think about it again, if you want, I’ll come with you, maybe we both can talk him into letting you go.”
Jane was right, the best thing was to sleep about it and tomorrow they could go and ask their Camapign leader. If she had luck, he would be a kind hearted man. She didn’t know him well, but he never seemed to be unfriendly. So Rory deeply hoped that the plan would be working, but she didn’t expect too much.
The next morning Rory woke up and tried to concentrate. What happened last night?
Suddenly the truth came over her and she was horrified.
She kissed Harry, and it was a good kiss, but then there was the feeling deep inside of her, the Logan feeling. This feeling rushed over her again and she had to stop herself from crying just to make no noise, so Jane was able to continue sleeping.
What had she done? To Logan, to Harry and most of all, to herself? It was a horrible feeling of shock and disbelieve.
She had to shiver, although it was pretty hot in Dallas.
Then four words were clearly formed inside her head.
I want Logan back.
She remembered her talk with Jane this night and now couldn’t wait for Jane to wake up.
“Jane”, Rory whispered. “Please, I want to talk to our Campaign leader as soon as possible.”
Jane made a weird noise and opened her left eye. The right one didn’t want to wake up yet.
She looked at Rory and sighed.
“What’s the time and what problem do you have? I need sleep Rory, I need plenty of sleep. Can’t you see, when I don’t get enough sleep, my eyes do what they want to do.”
She sat up and tried to open her right eye. Rory saw her effort, but nothing happened.
So Rory decided that there was no time left for Jane’s right eye. The left one had to be enough to find the way.
Jane protested “Does it really have to be right now, didn’t we want to talk about it again?”
“No, come on, let’s go. Now!”
Outside their room, Rory tried to remember where their Campaign leaders room was.
“Number 123, second floor”, Jane groaned.
The two girls headed to room number 123.
It took less than one minute to find it, and Rory knocked on the door.
Someone inside the room shouted “One second please…”
The door opened and the Campaign leader looked sleepy at the two girls.
He immediately realized that something had happened and asked:”What the hell is wrong with your eye Jane?”
Jane shook her head “It’s fine. Nothing happened , it just didn’t want to get up, actually it’s not my eye, it’s Rory.”
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