08.11.2006, 22:22
hi guys!
Ich wollte eigentlich nicht zwei FFs auf einmal posten. Aber als ich die idee zu dieser hatte, musste ich sofort schreiben...
Ich hoffe, das ich dann euere Meinung zu hoeren/lesen bekomme.
Der erste Teil ist ein bisschen kurz, es ist aber auch erst der prologue..
alright. there you go.
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Prologue
I am alone. For the first time.
And immediately the last days come crashing down on me.
And again, I can’t distract myself. Everything is turning around you. Now I am standing in your hallway and I am counting the days. How many there will be in the future, I can’t tell. What have you done to me? Why are you doing this? What should I change, my thoughts are just coming back to you.
Sink down to the ground, leaning against your wall.
Six days. Six endless days since your last call. Since I last heard your voice. Since I last saw you.
Never appreciated it, having you around. You were just always here. Since that day four years ago, we were technically inseparable.
But now.
Silence all around me.
Silence which covers me, chains me. It’s in the silence, where your words resound. Where your voice is the sweetest. My mouth is still wet from our last kiss. Is loving you my one intention? What were the signs of the times I’ve missed? I need you more than I can mention. I’ll never accept you leaving...
So why did you?
But now.
Suddenly, a person I know, pulls me up and walks me to our bedroom – your bedroom.
Lie down in your bed, which used to be ours.
Hear your door close behind me.
But now.
I am all alone.
Everything in this room is full of memories. Happy ones. Sad ones.
Close my eyes and at once you stand in front of me. Smiling. Encouraging me to step further. Your eyes are twinkling.
Reach out my hand. But nothing. Just air.
Will this be my life for the rest of it?
But now.
Open my eyes again. Stare at your ceiling. Turn around. Stare at your walls.
Avoid to see your face by not closing my eyes. But I see it anyway. It is haunting me.
Six days ago...
It takes the life right out of me.
Try to believe that it isn’t true. But in my heart I know it. It is true.
You are not here with me. You are for me. Only for me.
But now.
Who ever says that life is fair? And who ever thinks about leaving when you are living?
Just the notion saying goodbye breaks my heart. It tears me up inside. And it keeps on pulling me in.
We are meant to be.
But now.
Stand up. Go to your window.
Again, just your face.
Never felt the need to lose control.
But now.
I do. It is hard to breathe. Never thought that it could be like this.
I was wrong.
But now.
Turn around. Go through the room. The floor feels cold.
My mind goes crazy, trying to figure out, just where we would be four years from now.
Go back to bed. Look at all my surroundings.
Still, there is just you in every thing that stands here.
Everything screams your name.
And your name was...
Ich wollte eigentlich nicht zwei FFs auf einmal posten. Aber als ich die idee zu dieser hatte, musste ich sofort schreiben...
Ich hoffe, das ich dann euere Meinung zu hoeren/lesen bekomme.
Der erste Teil ist ein bisschen kurz, es ist aber auch erst der prologue..
alright. there you go.
Letters to you
Prologue
I am alone. For the first time.
And immediately the last days come crashing down on me.
And again, I can’t distract myself. Everything is turning around you. Now I am standing in your hallway and I am counting the days. How many there will be in the future, I can’t tell. What have you done to me? Why are you doing this? What should I change, my thoughts are just coming back to you.
Sink down to the ground, leaning against your wall.
Six days. Six endless days since your last call. Since I last heard your voice. Since I last saw you.
Never appreciated it, having you around. You were just always here. Since that day four years ago, we were technically inseparable.
But now.
Silence all around me.
Silence which covers me, chains me. It’s in the silence, where your words resound. Where your voice is the sweetest. My mouth is still wet from our last kiss. Is loving you my one intention? What were the signs of the times I’ve missed? I need you more than I can mention. I’ll never accept you leaving...
So why did you?
But now.
Suddenly, a person I know, pulls me up and walks me to our bedroom – your bedroom.
Lie down in your bed, which used to be ours.
Hear your door close behind me.
But now.
I am all alone.
Everything in this room is full of memories. Happy ones. Sad ones.
Close my eyes and at once you stand in front of me. Smiling. Encouraging me to step further. Your eyes are twinkling.
Reach out my hand. But nothing. Just air.
Will this be my life for the rest of it?
But now.
Open my eyes again. Stare at your ceiling. Turn around. Stare at your walls.
Avoid to see your face by not closing my eyes. But I see it anyway. It is haunting me.
Six days ago...
It takes the life right out of me.
Try to believe that it isn’t true. But in my heart I know it. It is true.
You are not here with me. You are for me. Only for me.
But now.
Who ever says that life is fair? And who ever thinks about leaving when you are living?
Just the notion saying goodbye breaks my heart. It tears me up inside. And it keeps on pulling me in.
We are meant to be.
But now.
Stand up. Go to your window.
Again, just your face.
Never felt the need to lose control.
But now.
I do. It is hard to breathe. Never thought that it could be like this.
I was wrong.
But now.
Turn around. Go through the room. The floor feels cold.
My mind goes crazy, trying to figure out, just where we would be four years from now.
Go back to bed. Look at all my surroundings.
Still, there is just you in every thing that stands here.
Everything screams your name.
And your name was...
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]
