01.05.2006, 11:58
Ja da bin ich schon weiter und Danke für die Review =).
Ich mache dann mal mit Chapter 2 weiter, damit es vllt noch mehrere neugierig machen könnte
Chapter Two:
Luke woke up two hours later and watched Lorelai sitting in a chair beside the bed, asleep. He smiled when he saw her and wondered the thousandth time why he was the fiancé of such beautiful and charming woman. He told her that he had just too much stress the last days and that he didn´t eat that much. Lorelai was relieved and just happy that nothing serious happened. If she would know…
The beep of the monitor and the medicaments they gave him lulled him into a deep dormancy again.
He opened his eyes in the middle of the night. Luke assumed that he slept for almost 10 hours. He looked around and recognized that Lorelai had left. Taking a deep breathe he became aware of his situation for the first time he landed in here. Luke pushed the bell button and
waited for a nurse.
“Mister Danes? You rang the bell?” The nurse entered with a big file in her hand.
“Uhm yes...I...where is my fiancé?”
“We´ve send her home some hours ago. She was very tired but we had a lot of convincing to do. But I assume you have something else on your mind?”
“Did the doctor told her anything about my...you know...?”
“No he followed your wish and said nothing. But I think you should really talk to her...soon. You know the time could be...uhm...limited.”
Luke stared at the nurse who became uncomfortable in her situation. “Yeah I know, but I want to talk to the doctor again first.”
“Well of course. I will sent him for you.” With that she left the room, leaving a broken Luke Danes in his bed.
Knock! Knock!
“Come in!” Luke set up and offered the doctor a seat.
“So Mister Danes. How are you today?” The doctor smiled friendly.
"Acoording to the circumstances, I guess."
“Yeah that´s comprehensible of course. So did you already clarify your fiancé about your disease?”
“No. And why does that interest everybody? I think I can handle this on my own.”
“Sure Mr. Danes, but I know that a loved person can help you a lot going through such hard weeks, months or even years. Just don´t wait to long, it is a personal advice.”
“I know” He sighed “So....are there new results from the tests?” Luke´s body clenched under the blanket.
“Yes indeed. I am really sorry to bring such bad news, but we found out that the cancer is malignant. So we have to excise the dermal tissue and you have to go through a chemo therapy. But I hope that it didn´t strew already and that we can remove it completely.”
The words ran through Luke´s ears and head. Cancer....malignant....chemo therapy ....
“When do I have the surgery?”
“It´s planned for tomorrow morning.”
“What?! So early ...wow....”
“Yeah it´s the best to do it as fast as possible. We´ll do our best Mr. Danes!” He put a hand down on Luke´s arm “But now excuse me, there are a lot more patients. Good night!”
“`Night”
Luke trembled. He felt horrible. He felt like dying. He decided not to tell Lorelai that he has that important surgery tomorrow. He took the mobile phone Lorelai gave him a few weeks
ago.
“Luke? How are you? They sent me away, I don´t want to but they forced me and I couldn´t say anything against it and now I feel guilty because I left you and...”
“Ssht, Lorelai. I´m fine.” He had a lump in his throat. His hand shook.
“Really? You didn´t look so fine before I left.”
“No need to worry. I´ll be fine. I Promise.” For the third time tat day he prevented crying.
“I know you will Lukey. I´ll come tomorrow morning to visit my brave man.” Lorelai giggled but Luke´s breath caught. “NO!”
Lorelai was stunned “But why? Don´t you need any entertainment?”
“Sure I want to, but tomorrow I have some....uhm... tests and somethin´ and I will be in every single examination room the whole day. So you probably won’t catch me.” Luke could hear the disappointment in the other side of the line.
“´Kay. But I will be there the day after tomorrow. The first second the hospital opens.” “Lorelai, the hospital is open 24/7.”
Lorelai smiled. “Ok babe, have a rest and a sweet dream. Kiss!”
“Bye Lorelai.”
Luke couldn´t help himself and started to cry. Not like a woman may would but he wasn´t strong enough to hold it. He thought of his father who died of cancer. Then he thought of Lorelai and how she sits at home alone and worries about him. He didn´t want to be ill. He didn´t want to be helpless. He didn´t want to hurt Lorelai...He just wanted to sleep.
Ich mache dann mal mit Chapter 2 weiter, damit es vllt noch mehrere neugierig machen könnte
Chapter Two:
Luke woke up two hours later and watched Lorelai sitting in a chair beside the bed, asleep. He smiled when he saw her and wondered the thousandth time why he was the fiancé of such beautiful and charming woman. He told her that he had just too much stress the last days and that he didn´t eat that much. Lorelai was relieved and just happy that nothing serious happened. If she would know…
The beep of the monitor and the medicaments they gave him lulled him into a deep dormancy again.
He opened his eyes in the middle of the night. Luke assumed that he slept for almost 10 hours. He looked around and recognized that Lorelai had left. Taking a deep breathe he became aware of his situation for the first time he landed in here. Luke pushed the bell button and
waited for a nurse.
“Mister Danes? You rang the bell?” The nurse entered with a big file in her hand.
“Uhm yes...I...where is my fiancé?”
“We´ve send her home some hours ago. She was very tired but we had a lot of convincing to do. But I assume you have something else on your mind?”
“Did the doctor told her anything about my...you know...?”
“No he followed your wish and said nothing. But I think you should really talk to her...soon. You know the time could be...uhm...limited.”
Luke stared at the nurse who became uncomfortable in her situation. “Yeah I know, but I want to talk to the doctor again first.”
“Well of course. I will sent him for you.” With that she left the room, leaving a broken Luke Danes in his bed.
Knock! Knock!
“Come in!” Luke set up and offered the doctor a seat.
“So Mister Danes. How are you today?” The doctor smiled friendly.
"Acoording to the circumstances, I guess."
“Yeah that´s comprehensible of course. So did you already clarify your fiancé about your disease?”
“No. And why does that interest everybody? I think I can handle this on my own.”
“Sure Mr. Danes, but I know that a loved person can help you a lot going through such hard weeks, months or even years. Just don´t wait to long, it is a personal advice.”
“I know” He sighed “So....are there new results from the tests?” Luke´s body clenched under the blanket.
“Yes indeed. I am really sorry to bring such bad news, but we found out that the cancer is malignant. So we have to excise the dermal tissue and you have to go through a chemo therapy. But I hope that it didn´t strew already and that we can remove it completely.”
The words ran through Luke´s ears and head. Cancer....malignant....chemo therapy ....
“When do I have the surgery?”
“It´s planned for tomorrow morning.”
“What?! So early ...wow....”
“Yeah it´s the best to do it as fast as possible. We´ll do our best Mr. Danes!” He put a hand down on Luke´s arm “But now excuse me, there are a lot more patients. Good night!”
“`Night”
Luke trembled. He felt horrible. He felt like dying. He decided not to tell Lorelai that he has that important surgery tomorrow. He took the mobile phone Lorelai gave him a few weeks
ago.
“Luke? How are you? They sent me away, I don´t want to but they forced me and I couldn´t say anything against it and now I feel guilty because I left you and...”
“Ssht, Lorelai. I´m fine.” He had a lump in his throat. His hand shook.
“Really? You didn´t look so fine before I left.”
“No need to worry. I´ll be fine. I Promise.” For the third time tat day he prevented crying.
“I know you will Lukey. I´ll come tomorrow morning to visit my brave man.” Lorelai giggled but Luke´s breath caught. “NO!”
Lorelai was stunned “But why? Don´t you need any entertainment?”
“Sure I want to, but tomorrow I have some....uhm... tests and somethin´ and I will be in every single examination room the whole day. So you probably won’t catch me.” Luke could hear the disappointment in the other side of the line.
“´Kay. But I will be there the day after tomorrow. The first second the hospital opens.” “Lorelai, the hospital is open 24/7.”
Lorelai smiled. “Ok babe, have a rest and a sweet dream. Kiss!”
“Bye Lorelai.”
Luke couldn´t help himself and started to cry. Not like a woman may would but he wasn´t strong enough to hold it. He thought of his father who died of cancer. Then he thought of Lorelai and how she sits at home alone and worries about him. He didn´t want to be ill. He didn´t want to be helpless. He didn´t want to hurt Lorelai...He just wanted to sleep.