02.08.2007, 15:01
Erstmal... ich kann mich gar nicht genug für euer FB bedanken <33
Sorry, dass das Re-FB heute so kurz und unpersönlich ausfällt, aber mir gehts momentan nicht so gut, hab mir wohl irgendeinen Magenvirus eingefangen...
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Aber ich wollte heute auf jeden Fall noch updaten [ich wollts eigentlich gestern schon :o ]
Nächstes Mal gibts dann hoffentlich wieder mehr von mir
Aber nun...
... enjoy!
Derekâs blazer
He noticed her as soon as he walked onto the stage. She was sitting right in front of him. For a moment he forgot to breathe⦠mesmerized by her beauty⦠The dress looked spectacular on her. Her hair was pinned up in the back⦠some soft curly strands dangled around her gorgeous faceâ¦
She met his stare and got lost in a sea of blue⦠her body grow tense⦠the feeling of his eyes digging into hers sent chills up and down her spine⦠she took a deep breath⦠and then another⦠and another⦠forcing her trembling body to slow down.
The music began to playâ¦
Song Derek is singing âYou and Meâ by Lifehouse
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Meredith watched the way he played the guitar⦠his long, masculine fingers brushed tenderly over the chords⦠like a feather⦠charming sounds out of them that dug their ways into her ears⦠her soul⦠her heartâ¦
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Derek was in the song with all his heart and soul⦠he has performed it a couple of times before⦠but now⦠he knew he performed it for one special personâ¦
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
While he was singing, he gave her a brief smile⦠yet it expressed everything he felt at the moment⦠though none of them could call it by name⦠not yet⦠they would⦠sometime⦠soonishâ¦
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
A hurricane of applause filled the entire room but for Meredith it was just a sound as from far away.
She had not realized that she was crying until the tears met her lips⦠she softly touched them with her fingertips⦠it wasnât pain or her broken heart⦠it had nothing to do with Gary⦠it was just the fact that she was completely⦠overwhelmed⦠with emotions⦠and didnât know how to handle them.
She turned her face away to hide her emotions from her friends⦠but too late.
âUhm, Mer? Youâre crying.â And again, the words came from Cristinaâs lips as if crying was the most natural thing one could do in a moment like this. When you are tired, you sleep. When you are hungry, you eat. When you get a song performed by a sexy rock star with damn fine hair, you cry. Itâs as simple as that.
âYeah, I noticed that, thank you.â Meredith sobbed uncontrollably. Izzie offered her a handkerchief, exchanging clueless glances with Addison and Cristina.
âMer, seriously⦠this may not be your taste of music but câmon, the song wasnât that horrible, was it?â said Izzie and patted her back encouragingly, but it just made things worse.
âNoo⦠itâs justâ¦â Sob. âHeâs soâ¦â Sob. âAnd Iâm justâ¦â Sob. âIâm taking baby stepsâ¦â she hiccoughed and rubbed her puffy, tear-stained eyes.
âBaby steps? Please, you wear size 8 shoes, Mer.â replied Cristina in her usual sarcasm, yet smirking at Meredith who now gave her the evil eye.
âYou are a bad person⦠a fake person⦠I think I should fire you!â
Meredith pouted during the rest of the concert, eagerly avoiding eye contact with Cristina.
It was not the fact that she had had an emotional outburst that upset her⦠it was more the fact that she had had an emotional outburst in front of her friends that upset her⦠The plan was to pretend everything was fine. Fine, fine, fine. Meredith fine, but fine. She had felt the change before. She had felt that everything was about to get fine again. And now, she had exposed too much too soon. She had been emotionally slutty. Which sucked. She hated to be an open book for the people around her.
When the last act for the night had thanked the audience for their applause, the moderator re-entered the stage with a huge⦠goofy smile.
âWell, the official part of the concert is left behind now so I guess itâs time for a little surprise.â His smile turned even more stupid at the second and obviously he really looked forward to announce whatever âlittle surpriseâ was waiting for them. âWeâd organized a little auction⦠a special one thoughâ¦â he said with a wink and then raised his voice. âGentlemen, would you please enter the stage?â
P.S: Achso, was ich schon vor ein paar Tagen sagen wollte... sollte jemand an einem Song, der in der FF vorkommt, interessiert sein... kurze PN an mich
Sorry, dass das Re-FB heute so kurz und unpersönlich ausfällt, aber mir gehts momentan nicht so gut, hab mir wohl irgendeinen Magenvirus eingefangen...
.Aber ich wollte heute auf jeden Fall noch updaten [ich wollts eigentlich gestern schon :o ]
Nächstes Mal gibts dann hoffentlich wieder mehr von mir
Aber nun...... enjoy!
Derekâs blazer
He noticed her as soon as he walked onto the stage. She was sitting right in front of him. For a moment he forgot to breathe⦠mesmerized by her beauty⦠The dress looked spectacular on her. Her hair was pinned up in the back⦠some soft curly strands dangled around her gorgeous faceâ¦
She met his stare and got lost in a sea of blue⦠her body grow tense⦠the feeling of his eyes digging into hers sent chills up and down her spine⦠she took a deep breath⦠and then another⦠and another⦠forcing her trembling body to slow down.
The music began to playâ¦
Song Derek is singing âYou and Meâ by Lifehouse
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Meredith watched the way he played the guitar⦠his long, masculine fingers brushed tenderly over the chords⦠like a feather⦠charming sounds out of them that dug their ways into her ears⦠her soul⦠her heartâ¦
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Derek was in the song with all his heart and soul⦠he has performed it a couple of times before⦠but now⦠he knew he performed it for one special personâ¦
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
While he was singing, he gave her a brief smile⦠yet it expressed everything he felt at the moment⦠though none of them could call it by name⦠not yet⦠they would⦠sometime⦠soonishâ¦
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
A hurricane of applause filled the entire room but for Meredith it was just a sound as from far away.
She had not realized that she was crying until the tears met her lips⦠she softly touched them with her fingertips⦠it wasnât pain or her broken heart⦠it had nothing to do with Gary⦠it was just the fact that she was completely⦠overwhelmed⦠with emotions⦠and didnât know how to handle them.
She turned her face away to hide her emotions from her friends⦠but too late.
âUhm, Mer? Youâre crying.â And again, the words came from Cristinaâs lips as if crying was the most natural thing one could do in a moment like this. When you are tired, you sleep. When you are hungry, you eat. When you get a song performed by a sexy rock star with damn fine hair, you cry. Itâs as simple as that.
âYeah, I noticed that, thank you.â Meredith sobbed uncontrollably. Izzie offered her a handkerchief, exchanging clueless glances with Addison and Cristina.
âMer, seriously⦠this may not be your taste of music but câmon, the song wasnât that horrible, was it?â said Izzie and patted her back encouragingly, but it just made things worse.
âNoo⦠itâs justâ¦â Sob. âHeâs soâ¦â Sob. âAnd Iâm justâ¦â Sob. âIâm taking baby stepsâ¦â she hiccoughed and rubbed her puffy, tear-stained eyes.
âBaby steps? Please, you wear size 8 shoes, Mer.â replied Cristina in her usual sarcasm, yet smirking at Meredith who now gave her the evil eye.
âYou are a bad person⦠a fake person⦠I think I should fire you!â
Meredith pouted during the rest of the concert, eagerly avoiding eye contact with Cristina.
It was not the fact that she had had an emotional outburst that upset her⦠it was more the fact that she had had an emotional outburst in front of her friends that upset her⦠The plan was to pretend everything was fine. Fine, fine, fine. Meredith fine, but fine. She had felt the change before. She had felt that everything was about to get fine again. And now, she had exposed too much too soon. She had been emotionally slutty. Which sucked. She hated to be an open book for the people around her.
When the last act for the night had thanked the audience for their applause, the moderator re-entered the stage with a huge⦠goofy smile.
âWell, the official part of the concert is left behind now so I guess itâs time for a little surprise.â His smile turned even more stupid at the second and obviously he really looked forward to announce whatever âlittle surpriseâ was waiting for them. âWeâd organized a little auction⦠a special one thoughâ¦â he said with a wink and then raised his voice. âGentlemen, would you please enter the stage?â
P.S: Achso, was ich schon vor ein paar Tagen sagen wollte... sollte jemand an einem Song, der in der FF vorkommt, interessiert sein... kurze PN an mich
"i believe that we can be extraordinary together... rather than ordinary apart."
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