[Purzelbaer]

Hallo meine Süßen!
Hab gerade den 21. Chapter hochgeladen und da dachte ich, ich pack hier auch gleich den nächsten rauf.

@ eve94 - Das mit dem Gespräch erfährst du ja jetzt! Danke für dein Fb!

@ Anja - Na dann, hoffe ich, dass dir gefällt wie ich weiter gemacht hab Danke auch an dich!


So und nun zum nächsten Chappy:

The simplest yet most complicated way

The cab drive back to the hotel was silent. Neither of them knew how to start this conversation; it was new territory for them.
Back in the hotel room, Rory sat down and looked up at Finn, who read the note his sister left them.
“So …” Rory started. Finn looked up from the note.
“Yeah?” He sounded somewhat nervous.
“Could you please sit down? We really need to talk about this.” He sat down next to her. “Okay, you kissed me.”
“I did, but –” he was interrupted by her.
“You kissed me and I kissed you back.”
“I know you did.”
“After that I ran. I’m sorry for that!”
“Why did you run?”
“I think it was kind of a reflex. Nearly every time a boy kissed me for the first time, I ran. When Dean kissed me, when Tristan kissed me, when Jess kissed me and now you. Come to think of it, Logan was the only one, from whom I’ve never run away.”
“When you put it like that it sounds like a good thing, that you ran.” He chuckled.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, with two of the three boys you ran from you were involved after it.”
“Oh?” she hadn’t thought of that. After that they were silent for a few minutes, as Rory thought about it and Finn waited impatiently for her to speak again.
“I guess you’re right” she finally said.
“Okay, now that we covered the facts, could you please tell me what we’re gonna do?”
“Only, if you answer me a question.”
“Go ahead, love.”
“What do you feel for me?”
“I …” he tried, but didn’t really know, what to say. The full truth was surely a little to much at the moment – or wasn’t it?
“You what?” she felt nervous. God, why did it make her nervous to see him hesitate? Was this good or bad? Only a few hours earlier they wouldn’t even have thought about that!
“I don’t think you really want to know.”
“I do too! Tell me, please.”
“But it would make everything so complicated. Everything was going so fine just now and I so don’t want to screw things up. Let’s just pretend nothing ever happened.” Rory looked at him. His eyes were full of fear. But why was he so afraid? She sighed.
“I don’t think we can do that, Finn. It happened and that I ran doesn’t automatically mean that I wish it never happened. I don’t regret anything – well at least nothing about you.”
“You don’t regret it?” he sounded surprised.
“No, I don’t. Now could you please answer my question?”
“It’s pretty simple, but then again it’s not. Let’s just say, you are the only one for whom I’ve ever hated one of my friends.”
“That’s not what I asked. I wanted to know, what your feelings are. If you ever tell me, I would feel much better about mine.”
“I just don’t want to scare you, kitten.”
“Finn …” she slowly lost her temper. Why couldn’t he just say it?
He on the other side debated about whether or not he should tell her the truth. He finally just settled for the simplest yet most complicated way to put it.
“I love you.”
“No I didn’t mean you should tell me, what you alw- Wait, you meant that!” She looked at him, taken aback.
“Yes, Ror. I mean, that I’m in love with you … Now could you please start breathing again?” He looked worried. Rory realized that she had been holding her breath. She slowly let it out again and smiled shyly at him.
“I don’t really know what to say now. I’m sorry.” To her surprise he smiled understanding.
“Don’t be. I spent at least three years denying it. I don’t give you three years to think, but I know you need time to process. It’s okay.”
“But I don’t want you to think, that I don’t feel that way!”
“Well, do you?”
“I … maybe … but …” after one breath she settled for an answer, “Yes, I think I do.”
Now his smile turned from understanding to unbelievably happy and he pulled her into his arms.
“You sure?”
“I am.” She smiled, too.
“Are you going to run again, if I kiss you now?” After she shook her head he pulled her into a long kiss, which left both of their heads spinning. And it felt really good – for both of them.



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Lg, Susu